At home I wondered if they were getting along and what was happening, I was clock watching like mad waiting for a message to arrive. It came and she said they were heading to the bedroom. All the usually feelings and thoughts washed over me as I imagined what was happening.

20minutes passed before another message came through. “Heading upstairs, speak soon x”

To my surprise, that very night, she was chatting with a guy. We knew from his profile that he was local, and it turns out he was only a short walk away from our house.

We kept meeting with Phil and had some amazing times together. We enjoyed going out for drinks, and he even stayed over at our place

My initial thoughts about the lifestyle I fantasied about were clouded by traditional beliefs. I was constantly battling thoughts like, “This isn’t how relationships are

The following morning felt like a continuation of the previous night. We surprisingly woke up quite early, despite being awake until around 3 or 4

The closer it got the more nervous we both were. We had discussed our rules in great detail and knew each other boundaries. We were

So were do I start… suppose the best place is my motivation for starting this blog and to put things into words (which is not